Venting session starring "Sorry, but the weather is too bad"

bitter and having pity on nobody...i realize i chose a profession that requires me to be at work REGARDLESS of holidays/weekends/bad weather but DANG...i get a day off so i schedule the chimney guy to come and fix our chimney so we can have a fire goin but NOPE.."the weather is too bad"...i get up at 430am to be at work by 7 and then work 12.5 hours and then STAY the night at work in order to do wat needs to be done DESPITE the weather...GET UR HINEY OVER HERE AND CLEAN MY CHIMNEY!! I WANT A FIRE GOIN!!! lol..ive been havin quite a few vent sessions recently lol ...to be clear for those who dont REALLY know me...no i wouldnt really expect him to be here...i dont want him to risk gettin stuck or in an accident...im just venting and in a bitter mood cuz i dont get the luxury to "just not make it" cuz "the weather is just too bad" ....this is a fully funded pity party im allowing myself to throw. ill be over it shortly. and ill just spend my little pity party session sitting next to a fireplace that is getting no action haha... ps. despite my bitterness, i hope people r able to stay at home safe and sound and warm with loved ones...no need to go out if u dont have too (although im probably still goin to bed bath and beyond...but thats cuz im a G...bahahahah...SIKE! for real tho i am considering still goin out...its only like a half mile away...ill re-evaluate after a nice warm shower)....i feel better after venting now. Now i want to eat. mmmmmmmm food :) ps. thankful for all those nurses, firefighters, police officers, doctors, etc who all had to make it into work today to do what u do for others....prayin for safe travels

So today we attended a service at a church we haven't been to before ..East 91st ...its been really hard for us bc everytime we go to another church we expect to get Crossroads and obviously never get it bc crossroads is in Cincinnati sooooo yea lol. We've been more honest w ourselves recently tho ...holding into the fact that NO we r not going to find another church like crossroads here in indy but rt CAN hear gods word, worship, and grow in our faith without crossroads ...(we just wish we could b doing all of that ay crossroads lol...I know I know...give it up right?) Anyhoots ...really enjoyed the service and atmosphere ...plan on going again and we are really going to start putting god first FOR REAL by deliberately setting aside "god time" everyday , praying together (still something we r getting used to doing outloud ) , and really stepping out to learn more about His character and teachings and then applying that to our lives ...instead of just praying for god to essentially do everything. Even tho hr can, its our responsibility to be actively seeking and learning. So looking forward to faith growth individually and as a couple :)

Today at CF I took it easy cuz I'm not feeling very well. It's open gym so I just work on butterfly pull-ups , then did some front squatting, push presses, and overheard squats . I can now do 5 butterfly pull-ups in a row but then I for some reason get all confused and my rhythm messes up. The muscles u use for butterfly pull-ups are diff then reg pull-ups too so I'm getting used to that as well . I've been working really hard at my form while lifting too . I am concentrating more on form than weight for now so that eventually ill b able to lift big girl weights and not risk hurting myself. It's all a process..and I'm trying not to be overzealous  and jump for weights I shouldnt b goin for right now. Trying hard to b patient and work my way up methodically. Proud of my butterflies tho....apparently I'm good at the skill work (minus muscle ups...let's be honest now lol) but need a lot of work w weights and strength training.

Reese is doing the 90 day paleo challenge our gym is putting on starting tomorrow and I'm going to keep a food log and eat paleo w him but I'm not doing the actual challenge ...at first I just figured why do the challenge cuz I def won't win cuz I don't have weight to lose and I'd have to b wonder woman to win by increasingy strength so I just figure I'd do it on my own ...I'm kinda thinking I should've done it anyway but its all good ...there's always next time if it becomes that deep.

Lookin forward to getting stronger and being healthier overall eating paleo in company w Crossfit tho ..there's no room for anything but improvement ...hopefully improvement of my current state of BLAH too cuz I'm not feeling this cold business ...ok...night time it is...